A-level exams

Some people in my class have already started to learn for the A-Levels in april and I haven't done anything for the math exam next week yet?
I'll do that right after I've had post this blog, but all these people are getting on my nerves! It's always the same; the people, who have the best grades, make everybody else nervous because they fancy that they haven't done enough. That the results are well as always afterwards ignore they...
I'll take my 4th exam in biology, if anybody HAS to learn, than it's me! (O_o)
I don't understand math, my german teacher hates my writing skills [if she said I would have some] and my english isn't as good as it should be, to be scored as 9 points or higher...

Because my grades went so bad my last two years, I can't study the subject I want, and that pisses me off but I can't change it. But I can't learn more, the day has only 24 hours? And maybe I should sleep at least 8 hours...?
(=_=)*

I don't like math!

Lacrimas Profundere

I really like this band!
I saw them live before the Deathstars concert in Munich last october and they were awesome

Unfortunately, I totally forgot all the dates and so I missed them yesterday~ yes, I'm sad, but nevertheless, I'm sure to see them live again. Someday, somewhere :3

Have to go now though I don't want to (T_T)
It's wet outside, & cold and perhaps I'll get even more ill? +puppy eyes+
But well.. I've got the car! (*_*)
won't get wet

Shinya

Fail

Some people told me today, that they really liked the party on friday...
Had they been to another party than me?
it was b_o_r_i_n_g
and the music was bad, really bad...

And for this reason the party wasn't great at all but... I don't care~ I called my brother at half past one in the morning and he fetched me right in front of the club. Although the club's in my hometown, I was too lazy to walk (^_^)
And my brother and me got this arrangement that the one who doesn't drink fetch the other. Nice, isn't it? :3

Shinya

Party (^_^)

Tonight will be great!
I know it, because it has to be awesome!

I want a special person to be there... but I don't know, if it's his kind of party or not (._.)° My hopes are a lil bit... well xD I just want to see him. And some facts about him but that's all.
...
xD

I'm so happy at the moment (^_^)
Tomorrow we'll be in Stuttgart, that's going to be more than awesome, because I fucking love these people and stuff.

I'm really lucky at the moment~
Although my last school term starts on MOnday.... (v_v)

Shinya

Khaled Hosseini

Although I should sleep for about an hour now, I worked a lil bit while looking for a birthday present for my honey~
For my book presentation in english, I've chosen 'The Kite Runner' from Khaled Hosseini. I love this book, at the moment it's my favourite book because it's just beautifull... the whole story makes me cry, whenever I read it (^^)

We have to tell the basic information about the author, why we chosed this book in particular and for sure, a short summary of the book. But I was too lazy and only made the information~

Khaled Hosseini was born the 4th, March 1965 in Kabul. Due to his father working for the Afghanistan Foreign Ministry and later for the Embassy of Afghanistan, the family moved to Teheran in 1970. Three years later they moved back to Afghanistan and after living there for another three years, Hosseini moved with his family to Paris. Although they had the chance to come back to Afghanistan,

the Hosseinis refused and sought political asylum in the United States in the year of 1978. Khaled Hosseini graduated in the USA and got a bachelor's degree in biology as well as a Doctor of Medicine. He lives in North Carolina with his wife and his two children.

Distraction needed!

I definately need some distraction (O_o)
Actually I should work at my book presentation in english, because our teachter wants us to have it done on Thursday & I haven't even started with the whole text, I made only little sentences, but at the moment I'm not in the mood to work for school.
Moreover tomorrow school's starting at 9.35, that means the 3rd course, but there's no bus at this time... I have to take the one at 8.07 am, what means come to the 2nd course in school and sitting there in a cold corner just because I won't have the car tomorrow (._.)°°°

I'll drink more grape juice now and chill a bit~
perhaps I read bit kafka...?

Shinya

Russian Roulette

I really like the song from Rihanna called 'Russian Roulette'.
That I like a song like this is quite unusual, due to prefering finish / swedish / japanese metal or rock musik than popsongs. Furthermore I have to admit, that I like a few more songs from Rihanna +lol+ I can't tell you why, but I like them, although I can't listen to them again and again, like I can do it with other songs I'm always listening to.

Moreover I found the most disgusting video I've ever seen (O_o)
Some time ago I was thinking, that 'Obscure' from 'Dir en grey' is quite nasty, but this is even more horrible. I'm talking about 'Muddy Cult' from the japanese indie-band 'Nega'. I like the song, it has got something special, but the video is just... disgusting. (O.o)
Look after it on youtube, but don't be shocked~

Shinya

I would really really like to...

It's the text for an oral exam in japanese for the A-Levels. You can take your obligatory oral exam in japanese in Germany if you want, but only if you're a pupil at a certain school... And as you can imagine, my school doesn't offer this kind of exam in japanese (._.)°

I don't think I would be that good, but it would be fun for sure (^o^)
I'll take my oral exam in history :3 Although the teacher hates me /I don't know why, don't aks me (ö.ö)°/ I hope to get a good mark~ I love history, it's one of my favourite subjects at school.

Shinya

J'ai finit!

I've finally finished 'Antéchrista' today!

We should have read it during our Christmas holidays~ but well... I had too much to do (^^)
We read this book in our french class & it's a subject of our A-Levels in french. But as you know I've chosen biology and not french, thanking god for this moment of clear thoughts!, and for this reason I'm not really interested in this subject any more...
Nevertheless I love reading as much as I love languages and on that account I'll try to put more effort in french than I had done the last two years. Even if I think it won't work xDDDDDDD

Shinya

UnsraW

Today someone told me, that we'll write the last math exam on the February, 10th.
One day after the UnsraW concert in Munich, where I desperatly wanted to got (v_v)

My teachter told me today, that he expected at least 7 points in my A-Levels in math. 7? (O_o) I don't know, who he had tought the last two years, but it wasn't me for sure, if he thinks, I would be able to achieve this xD
-> I get panic before math exams

I'm a bit disappointed, that I can't see UnsraW live, especially because I wanted to meet some friends there, I haven't seen a long time.
Shit happens!
The other announce concert of a band I like [LM.C] is even worse xD
9th April
6 days before my A-Level exams are going to start with german& math!

Shinya

Bad Day

Yeah! I finally changed the timezone into the right one xD
Due to living in middle europe I had to chose the timezone for Berlin... well I chosed something like.. Pacific bla? xD

I totally overslept today! (T_T) Normally this doesn't happen to me, because I have... three alarmclocks? well.. four if you count my mother xD But today all sucked (v_v)!
I have to catch the bus at 7.17 am to come right for school, starting at 7.45 am. But I woke up at 7.30am! In general I stand up at 6.15, because I need so long in the bathroom and everything. and I'm reading the local newspaper every morning while drinking soja milk (^o^)

-> I should have stayed in bed, I thought so hard about it... and I decided to be a good pupil and go to school.. totally unnecessary, I can tell you!

But my excuse was the best I've ever had:
'The bus driver didn't stop at my station!'
And this was correct! In a way.... the bus didn't stop at the last station in my hometown, -I met a friend of mine there, standing there for about an hour (O_O)- but the station I'm always using ist the second one... xDDDDD

Shinya

Monday [2010-01-25]

I've done math homework!
Well.. I've tried to do it but I failed... (v_v)° I didn't understand it at all.
I also tried to repeat chemistry, because my grades were bad, but I understand neither math nor chemistry~

Nevertheless, today was quite successful!
I bought the biology exercise book for my A-Levels and we had a preparing course for biology exam today. Actually it wasn't that mieserable and perhaps my decision to take biology for my fourth exam was the right one!

I'm so tired of some people around me ~

Shinya

October&April

It's quite unbelievable.
I loved The Rasmus a long time ago, and I've been listening to them for about 10 years now? I've never stopped, even if there had been bands, I listen to more often.
But...a few days ago I find 'October&April' on youtube again, and I listened to it. While I was listening I was like 'wtf(O_o)'

My birthday is on April, and ... well my ex-girlfriend's birthday is on october. And what should I say? This song suits so damn well...
I am the april, she's the october, and our stupid love was definately poison, especially for me.

On Wednesday we finally broke our friendship. Well... ME stopped it, because she accused me to lie to her and all these kind of things, while she was the one, who had cheated on me and finally broke up the relationship.
But it's me, who's the one to blame, sure. Like always, eh?

Well, it doesn't matter and I'm not that sad I probably should, because I lost a really good friend. Due to not making something wrong, I don't have a bad conscience.

After I had listened to 'October&April' I decided to look for my old The Rasmus CDs and when I had found them, I listened to them again and again....It's kind of a 'Déja-Vu'', honestly!
And so many lyrics remembered me of moments, years ago... And they fit to so many situation and thinkings of me, I was kind of shocked...(._.)°

But this means, that Lauri's still one of the persons, who can set a tune to my thougts!

Shinya

New Beginning

As a few persons know my amebablog and a lot of people abuse my kwickblog, I've chosen to create a new one. I'm not sure yet, if I post in english or in german, but I'll post a lot +lol+

But first of all I try to get along with this page...If I annoy you or something like that, I'm sorry, I've got no idea, what I'm doing xD

Shinya