October&April

It's quite unbelievable.
I loved The Rasmus a long time ago, and I've been listening to them for about 10 years now? I've never stopped, even if there had been bands, I listen to more often.
But...a few days ago I find 'October&April' on youtube again, and I listened to it. While I was listening I was like 'wtf(O_o)'

My birthday is on April, and ... well my ex-girlfriend's birthday is on october. And what should I say? This song suits so damn well...
I am the april, she's the october, and our stupid love was definately poison, especially for me.

On Wednesday we finally broke our friendship. Well... ME stopped it, because she accused me to lie to her and all these kind of things, while she was the one, who had cheated on me and finally broke up the relationship.
But it's me, who's the one to blame, sure. Like always, eh?

Well, it doesn't matter and I'm not that sad I probably should, because I lost a really good friend. Due to not making something wrong, I don't have a bad conscience.

After I had listened to 'October&April' I decided to look for my old The Rasmus CDs and when I had found them, I listened to them again and again....It's kind of a 'Déja-Vu'', honestly!
And so many lyrics remembered me of moments, years ago... And they fit to so many situation and thinkings of me, I was kind of shocked...(._.)°

But this means, that Lauri's still one of the persons, who can set a tune to my thougts!

Shinya